Looking Back since the day i got back from Canberra, time just passes by really fast. Been teaching, shopping around for items to get for the new house, meeting up with james and fellow friends, family outings (both alvin and my side of family). Things have been going really great and i know it will stay the same. Will be away to malaysia this coming tues for 3 days(approx). and to hong kong during chinese new year.

Anyway, aint got much to blog about and am rushing out of house.

Will upload the photos taken to the beach with baby as well as the malaysia trip together when back. So Wait up guys!

Cheers :D



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Suitable solution? For me?

If i CAN let go of all things and move on without looking back, trust me, i would!


I do want a solution badly.

But at the same time,i cant void the emotions put in.



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Its going to be a good whole 3months of doing nothing? :)


Working? if 2days a week is consider working, then yeap, im working! :)

2more weeks and i'll be getting the keys for the new flat. After which, renovation and stuffs. I cant wait to see what the designer have for us. Been a tiring few days for me. Aint going to go on and on with my emotional and relationship issues. All in all, im just confused and i just need time to sought out my thinking.


But i need you to know this, whatever outcome it is in the end, you will be affected.



To all, Have a nice holiday!


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Got up really late in the afternoon today. guess it must have been the long flight which truely tire me out. Alvin came over to my place, wanted to tabao food for me. However, i thought it would be a good idea that i head out to have a meal with him and talk things thru' but well, such issues wouldnt be easy to come to a conclusion. Im lost and as well as having mixed feelings. I can see his effort and love that is still burning so strongly, which at the end of the day, i might hurt him badly once again.

These three months i hope to take things slow and see how it goes. However, to alvin, i know for definite that he will go all the way to love me back, to win my heart back, all sorts of things. And to be truthful, im afraid. His way of loving is too much for me to handle. He is wonderful, never doubted it before.

Anyway, i have got far more issues to worry and settle on hand at this point of time. We'll just take it a step at a time, and see how things take off from there. I miss the tree in soulfulapril and i am glad i did once had a good time with it.


Thats all for now, i guess.

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Its been a great half of the day spent.

Things that bring a smile to my face this very day would be:

Early morning having good, nice, sweet coffee

Finishing up my work

Cooking and having a wonderful lunch

Surfing the net

Well, it all may seem ordinary (almost like any other day), but still, nonetheless, it felt great. Really good! Exceptionally nice today! guess it must have been because i got up on the right side of the bed (even though there's only one side of the bed that allows me to get off while the other faces the wall), oh.... but well, lets give it some credit still yea ? :D


Finally, tml is the end off all assesment! it can somewhat finally conclude this whole year's journey. Looking back at the time spent here, i cant helped but feel amazed! it passed soooooo fast! It definately was fulfilling for me (contentment is the word), life experiences (staying alone,w/o any family members by my side in a foreign land), getting to meet different peeps from different walks of life and finding something in common. Wow! It had been a wonderful journey for me, at least,.

Things that etched deeply in my mind and will be remembered when i look back in future would be:

Trip to sydney- Good company and food (Fish market)

Thredbo- Skiing in Winter, up in the mountain

Kangeroo Valley- Canoeing, camping trip

On the other hand, Its only going to be another few more days before heading back to singapore. Its great but then again, there are a whole lot of things to be done when home. And not to mention, accountability starts all over again. Its something i am not really good at, i guess. But oh well, i'll just have to get through it.


*Keeping my fingers crossed* for tml assesment.

Best of luck for all who are having their exams these few days! :D


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Been lazing around, slacking around, wasting the time away.
The clock just keep ticking away. . . .
Every Seconds, every minutes. . .




Mel is cranky! ! !

Mel is bored ! ! !

Mel is filled with "sianz-ness" ! ! !






Am still counting the days, till the time when i am back home~
171109 18:30hrs Changi Airport, Singapore



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A Day to Rmember

It was indeed a fabulous day yesterday! In my heart, i really do hope time would freeze at the instant and not come to an end.

Had my final year critique for my major yesterday. I was very glad and happy with the set up as well as comments from each individual lecturer. It isn't as "scary & harsh" as it makes out to be. Patsy, Peter, Waratha and most importantly, sasha, they few really make this journey in semester 2 wonderful for me. Especially sasha, no amount of words can describe how much i appreciate everything she did for not only me but to everyone. She is good, no doubt about it!

After critiques, i was thankful to have james around, Always Thankfully to have met him. He pick me up from home to school, drop off my stuffs, and waited till i ended my critiques and came back to pick me up. With him around, there is nothing i need to be worrying about, absolutely nothing! After picking me up, we went down to Maccas and had some drinks and fries over chats. It was a deep sharing and there was no doubt that each individual takes lots of courage to spill out evreything, things that we, ourselves, couldnt face it, couldnt speak of it, and definately, tears flowing but it was still good. I am glad that he understands and he doesnt judge me for it and indeed, he is a true friend who stands by me. Im really really happy and blessed to have met him in my life.

When all are done, he send me back home. After which met up with a friend. It was the most memoriable and enjoyable time during the whole day for me. It brings warmth to my heart and its something i do tresure it everytime i have it. Know that you always matter, dont doubt it.

All in all, Things went really well yeaterday! Happy Feelings still lingers around up till now, which really make my day. Make me smile brightly and feeling all so blessed!


Cheers


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How should i go about saying this....

oh well. . .

This very morning, I woke up feeling a little "lost". The usual "self" just felt neither here nor there. It seems like im missing out of something when i woke up- which took me a while to think and reminisce about it.



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