What a week! There have been lots of small little arguments with him since the day he landed in Canberra. These few weeks i personally feel that its a time whereby we both come together again after months of separation and trying to get things back on track. Lots of different perspective, getting impatient with issues, frustrations. He ask if we should have our own space, meaning we both have our own rooms or whatsoever. The problem over here would be, why do we have to stay apart in Canberra when we're staying under the same roof in Singapore. He has his own views and opinions so do i. I seriously am not sure whats going to come out of this but it definitely ain't feeling good.Pretty much torn apart. I hope i wouldn't sink. Its been a difficult journey to start all over again, but i know it'll be fine after given some time to re-adjust the lifestyle. Its a totally brand new environment, a whole new journey and i am not sure whats gonna be like for the both of us. Im keeping my fingers crossed that the trip to Melbourne will do us good, put the differences behind us and try to be more tolerance with one another. I guess we both have to start all over again learning to accept the other party the way he/she is. Everyone's growing and learning, everyone's changing, but we just have to learn to adjust and accept whats in front of us.

Hopefully, all will be good and all the small little arguments will be gone soon.


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My partner finally arrived at Canberra 22:30pm. The flight must have tired him out. He's asleep soundly at this hour whereas i am still wide awake. He asked me whats on my mind but oh well, i guess there isn't much other than the fact that i woke up really late in the afternoon which resulted in me not being able to sleep. Been turning in at about 4am everyday and getting up at 2pm the next day seems to be the routine for the past week. Body clock is messed up i guess. Its time to fine tune it and hopefully get the body clock working well before the next semester begins.

Im yawning... Yawning yawning yawning
But i just cant get to sleep...
This is irritating me...
Been tossing and turning for hours before deciding to get out of bed and surf the net.

I hope the Sleeping bug come soon.....


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Hmm....

I got a new quilt cover yesterday and guess what? I cant believe i was so dumb to get the wrong size despite checking the tag. Now, i've got to make a trip down to city just to change it. For those who are back in Spore, enjoy the sunny island!
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Finally got everything done. Arrangement has been made for Alex to pick me up on Saturday to the gallery. Well, at this hour, im definitely not feeling too good. Really aint in the best of mood to be bothered about anything. Results will be out next week and hopefully all goes well. In my room, typing this post with music in the background just make the whole atmosphere seem so down, quiet, alone... While there are lots of peeps outside in the living room waiting to catch world cup doesnt really change the fact that im feeling lonely at this hour. Well, one could say: Turn off the lights and head straight to bed. But sometimes it isn't just that easy. Maybe its a habit, its a routine, whatever its name is called, i just love to lie in bed and think/ reminsce about old times. It isn't the best thing to do before sleeping because it just makes one much more awake than before.

Anyone out there actually have such moments whereby you type something and minutes later, you decide to delete away whatevers been written and you type the same thing over and over again just to find yourself deleting it again. Be it on laptops, notepad and of course, the mobile phone. Lots of mixed emotions? Better ways of phrasing the sentences? Afraid of....? or maybe just purely because there isn't much to say anymore but we just keep trying...? or maybe, we cant make up our mind? I turned on the television this morning and it was screening the Oprah talk show. It was talking about how things usually dosen't go as planned or how we would loved for it to be. But its the fact that we actually stand up and ACCEPT the fact that This is The Truth; The Reality instead of running away from it. No doubt that it was hard for me to absorb everything thats been said in the discussion since i just got up from sleep not too long ago but nonetheless, it did spoke to me. The very fact that one's willingness to accept "change" and welcome the "new" will somehow or rather determine one's path, maybe a change in perception but its definitely a brand new beginning.

And i am about to be on this journey.

Its going to take a long time to rework things out and i believe the journey after it will be a sweet and lasting one.


Goodnight all


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Finally, the mattress arrived.
Shelves bought. Quilt bought. Got a new bedsheet set, quilt set, new pillows!

All are almost done and ready for a brand new start

Well i hate to but still, got to give MR LEE Kay Choy, KENNY some credits for his kind help! Thank you!

Melboune. Cant wait for the trip. There are lots of galleries i would love to visit and hopefully able to engage with the gallery owner and who knows, opportunities may rise! *Fingers Croosed*

MAY ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!

Hugs (:


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oOoo. . . The house is packed!

Soccer, soccer soccer go go go!
Its getting fun in here
Its getting loud in here
Its getting warm in here, the heat is on! The match is on! The peeps are getting worked up as time goes by. . .Yelling, munching, drinking= good night!







Cheers,


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SNIP, SNIP, SNIP!

There goes my fringe (:
I snip it off myself and i actually think that it isnt that bad! Pretty SHORT fringe, it reminds me of younger days when i was pretty much a child. Mummy always place me in the toilet, cut a hole in the middle of the newspaper and put my head thru' the hole and start giving me a hair cut!

Just that she did a better job than me in trimming/ cutting my hair. :D

Anyway, theres been a lots of heated argument with him for the past few days which i do hope will be resolve soon since he's reaching this coming Thursday. Keeping my fingers crossed that everything will turn out fine. Have not been heading out, doing anything other than staying home and be a couch potato. Its getting unto me, getting sick of the daily routine. I am really bored though. . . Artworks for the exhibition are done and it leaves me with nothing on hand to do.

I wanna run
I wanna dance
I wanna play
I want ya here!


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Got up feeling a little heartache. But it'll just be another day to get by in life. I know it cant be help but things will turn out well, at least that's what i believe so.
1 week more to go and things will start all over again. A brand new start, a brand new journey. I do not know how things will turn out, but i hope, really praying hard, that things will go well. Im thinking of you at this time of the day K!


Will be having a group exhibition at a gallery next sat. Everythings alright and prints are set to go, so im keeping my fingers crossed that i'll be able to sell some of the prints if not, it'll still be good on the profile.

K, thats all for today. Cheers!!!



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