Urgh....

Every Sunday is a tiring day for me. Whereby every Saturday night is spent over at Bukit Batok, Mahjiong session all night long at my dearest place and sunday art class since morning till evening. Im glad at least i do not have to take the public transport and getting up earlier than the time im getting up currently. It'll really goanna drain me off all energy especially for tml as well as tuesday. Art camps from morning till evening all the way.

Am meeting Mr.Seng on tuesday after class to have a meal with him. Anyway, dear all, I wouldnt be blogging much after this till god knows when is the next time. So in the meantime, you guys take lots of care alright!

Cheers,


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Everyday has been passing by so quickly. I am enjoying every moment back in Singapore. Everythings going on well and smooth. My new flat is in the midst of doing up still, however, i'll be able to shift in latest by the second week of Jan.

Having someone to share the joy as well as sorrow means much more than anything to me. I am glad to have one who loves and care for me dearly, not to mention pamper, walking this journey with me. No doubt he has become a part of my family whose existance is important to all of us. No amount of words can describe how much i appreciate having you by my side .

Next few days will be tiring for me due to teaching, followed by meals with friends before they head back to canberra earlier for summer schools and many much more meet ups with the rest. Am glad with how things have worked out. It cannot be better! (:

Thank you Darling for your pressie! Its lovely, its beautiful. Your pampering is every lady's dream to have and be dwelled in. Hugs Dearest! As for the Photos taken during the malaysia trip and the beach, kindly view my facebook. Its all uploaded. It takes too much effort and time to upload it all again in the blog. Hope you guys understand.

I haven been on the net much. Should you guys want to contact me, you all can reach me on my Singapore no. Its still the same! So Merry Merry Xmas' and a Happy New Year to all! May all good things come to you this festive season as well as a whole new year begins.


Cheers,



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Looking Back since the day i got back from Canberra, time just passes by really fast. Been teaching, shopping around for items to get for the new house, meeting up with james and fellow friends, family outings (both alvin and my side of family). Things have been going really great and i know it will stay the same. Will be away to malaysia this coming tues for 3 days(approx). and to hong kong during chinese new year.

Anyway, aint got much to blog about and am rushing out of house.

Will upload the photos taken to the beach with baby as well as the malaysia trip together when back. So Wait up guys!

Cheers :D



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Suitable solution? For me?

If i CAN let go of all things and move on without looking back, trust me, i would!


I do want a solution badly.

But at the same time,i cant void the emotions put in.



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Its going to be a good whole 3months of doing nothing? :)


Working? if 2days a week is consider working, then yeap, im working! :)

2more weeks and i'll be getting the keys for the new flat. After which, renovation and stuffs. I cant wait to see what the designer have for us. Been a tiring few days for me. Aint going to go on and on with my emotional and relationship issues. All in all, im just confused and i just need time to sought out my thinking.


But i need you to know this, whatever outcome it is in the end, you will be affected.



To all, Have a nice holiday!


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Got up really late in the afternoon today. guess it must have been the long flight which truely tire me out. Alvin came over to my place, wanted to tabao food for me. However, i thought it would be a good idea that i head out to have a meal with him and talk things thru' but well, such issues wouldnt be easy to come to a conclusion. Im lost and as well as having mixed feelings. I can see his effort and love that is still burning so strongly, which at the end of the day, i might hurt him badly once again.

These three months i hope to take things slow and see how it goes. However, to alvin, i know for definite that he will go all the way to love me back, to win my heart back, all sorts of things. And to be truthful, im afraid. His way of loving is too much for me to handle. He is wonderful, never doubted it before.

Anyway, i have got far more issues to worry and settle on hand at this point of time. We'll just take it a step at a time, and see how things take off from there. I miss the tree in soulfulapril and i am glad i did once had a good time with it.


Thats all for now, i guess.

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Its been a great half of the day spent.

Things that bring a smile to my face this very day would be:

Early morning having good, nice, sweet coffee

Finishing up my work

Cooking and having a wonderful lunch

Surfing the net

Well, it all may seem ordinary (almost like any other day), but still, nonetheless, it felt great. Really good! Exceptionally nice today! guess it must have been because i got up on the right side of the bed (even though there's only one side of the bed that allows me to get off while the other faces the wall), oh.... but well, lets give it some credit still yea ? :D


Finally, tml is the end off all assesment! it can somewhat finally conclude this whole year's journey. Looking back at the time spent here, i cant helped but feel amazed! it passed soooooo fast! It definately was fulfilling for me (contentment is the word), life experiences (staying alone,w/o any family members by my side in a foreign land), getting to meet different peeps from different walks of life and finding something in common. Wow! It had been a wonderful journey for me, at least,.

Things that etched deeply in my mind and will be remembered when i look back in future would be:

Trip to sydney- Good company and food (Fish market)

Thredbo- Skiing in Winter, up in the mountain

Kangeroo Valley- Canoeing, camping trip

On the other hand, Its only going to be another few more days before heading back to singapore. Its great but then again, there are a whole lot of things to be done when home. And not to mention, accountability starts all over again. Its something i am not really good at, i guess. But oh well, i'll just have to get through it.


*Keeping my fingers crossed* for tml assesment.

Best of luck for all who are having their exams these few days! :D


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