What am I? Who am I? Where am I?

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ART is a powerful LANGUAGE. It communicates to everyone and anyone. It has the ability to depict personal emotions as well as concerns unknown to anyone in the most truthful manner but yet on the other hand, not being literal which therefore allow the audiences to perceive it in accordance to their knowledge. The face has always been an interesting form to me as everyone has got his/her own face. Often, the face shows the history and background of oneself. To put up a front, to disguise, to apply make up are examples of self concealed. One will recognised the smiling face of a man constantly throughout my artworks. Some wonders if the smile is a reflection of complete joy, in a state of total denial or maybe to disguise anxiety. Perhaps it is a reflection of total pleasure or yet it might just be the laugh of an idiot. By restricting my style, I self imposed limits, allowing communication to audiences on a wide subject.

Friday, July 30, 2010

Well, we were having lunch and he went: darling I'll be going away for a few days for ceramic conference during the term break. And I look at him, nodded my head and say go ahead. Pause for a while and once again, he looked at me and I know he wants to say something else. So there I was, sitting in my seat, enjoying my seafood laksa and he said: darling I'll be going down to china with the rest in April, next year, for study trip ??? What? Did I miss out on something here? Well, he's been busy everyday, coming home late. Back in school on weekends. Other than bedtime, we're not together. I spend lots of time with Kenny instead of my partner. Dinner, movie, coffee or just be home relaxing. Though I spend lots of time with Kenny, it's not helping to ease the emptiness I'm feeling. I know clearly why i am feeling this way. It's not that Kenny isn't a good company to hang out with or whatsoever, it's just that he isn't the one whom is able to make me feel whole. It's YOU! I want your time. I need your concern. I hope to have your company. Once a week will be good enough. At least one full day.

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