Friday, July 30, 2010
Well, we were having lunch and he went: darling I'll be going away for a few days for ceramic conference during the term break. And I look at him, nodded my head and say go ahead. Pause for a while and once again, he looked at me and I know he wants to say something else. So there I was, sitting in my seat, enjoying my seafood laksa and he said: darling I'll be going down to china with the rest in April, next year, for study trip ??? What? Did I miss out on something here? Well, he's been busy everyday, coming home late. Back in school on weekends. Other than bedtime, we're not together. I spend lots of time with Kenny instead of my partner. Dinner, movie, coffee or just be home relaxing. Though I spend lots of time with Kenny, it's not helping to ease the emptiness I'm feeling. I know clearly why i am feeling this way. It's not that Kenny isn't a good company to hang out with or whatsoever, it's just that he isn't the one whom is able to make me feel whole. It's YOU! I want your time. I need your concern. I hope to have your company. Once a week will be good enough. At least one full day.
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