JIMEI, MELINDA

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Its going to be another few days of lazing and rotting at home before seeing all the naughty kids on weekend. Been running errands and doing household chores ever since i'ved moved in. I just cant understand why all these cleaning and buying of things doesnt seem to end. It almost seems like never ending chores!!!

My dog has been whining every single day since we've moved in. He wakes me up every morning with his barking too! But well, at least i have him to play with during the day which makes the time passes by fast. He loves going down to the park for "a"(actually many) walk(s) which i really dread doing so especially in the afternoon. Its so warm out there, but he just so love the sun! I've recently found many tiny red spots appearing especially on my arms which i was told that it was due to me being exposed to too much strong sunlight. It will first start out as very tiny red spot, and if one doesnt take care it will turn dark due to the increasing of age. . .

Anyway, Alvin been nagging me to take More care and to put in More effort in taking care of my skin! He never fails to come home every single night and ask me- [ Darling, Did you apply moisturiser today?]..[somehow along that line, its just that he phrases it differently though~] Apparently, it takes alot of effort, paitence, understanding as well as communication when two different sets of people come together and stay under one roof. Previously, we both do put up at one anothers place occasionally, however, this time round, he has been staying put with me ever since we shifted into the new flat. He recently was given a 20k YOG (youth olympic game) project which really eats up all his time. He's given all his time and energy to this project. He's home late and tired out every single day. He goes back to school even on weekends too. We'll we just had a unpleasent chat on bed before zoning out last night. I was grumbling and stuffs which, of course, i do know its my fault. However, most of the time, women just Love grumbling! There is no reason why, but we just love to do so! [ok, maybe because we have got too much time on hand] But all we want is not to make the other partner upset of fustrated but except that they would just shower a little bit more care and time unto us. I really do hope to get to spent much more quality time with my partner together outside of bedtime before heading back to canberra. Alright, my the other half would most prob be seeing this entry post which i really do hope he'll do so. But i dont deny you do put in effort to go for a walk down in the park with me, pick me up from work, have dinner with me. But all these things we've done together is not much that i can even used my 10fingers to count it. He was upset and said:[ Darling, why am i working so hard? Its for us! Dont you know] and of course, i do agree with him that we cant only survive on love and do not have bread, but oh well, its just...............me, myself and melinda. I'll just have got to be much much much more understanding. I dont need you to be home at a certain timing. i dont need you to spend every single day with me. All i want is ONE[1] day on the weekend to walk down the streets aimlessly talking about everything and anything under the sun, One day that belongs to me solely and nothing else, one day for you to be able to shower me with all your time and energy.

There is nothing wrong as to how we are now,but deep down, i do hope things might change a little- somehow? And dear all, dont get it wrong, both my partner and me are getting on fine, its just that i have all these small little grumbles and fustrations which i hope will go away soon.

Wow, looking back at this entry post, it seems like i've been going on ranting for quite a while. Am goanna stop here and go to bed! Rest well to you guys! Have a wonderful day ahead

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